Evil

The moral of the story is..... there is evil in this world and there are evil people who walk this earth creating havoc, heartache and trauma.

My guy? yes... evil exists within him. I do believe that within him was the ability to feel sorrow and grief, however.

However. The ability to understand other peoples sorrow and heartache and how it related to himself and his actions was beyond his ability to fathom. There were empty spaces within him. Empty spaces where the rest of us have empathy/sympathy and compassion.

Love was only a word with no meaning.

His favourite comments to me.... 'I love you bear.' But within the next breath were ugly hateful words spewed forth from his mouth. That small hurt child would lash out and love was forgotten, only hate remained with no room for anything else.

Do they believe that they love you and show you this love? Yes, but this is all part of their delusion and the lie they live out every day.

Don't be fooled dear hearts when you see the moments of sorrow or some other normal emotion. It is meant only for them, no one else.

You must perform to their specifications and when you do not? Well, I don't need to explain what happens do I? You and I know the fallout, the discard, the anger, the unrelenting contempt and disdain they feel for us then.

And yet, when they fail or fall or make a mistake they have all the grace in the world for themselves.

This will never extend to their loved ones. Why? Because they have an ideal, a fantasy if you will that you will never live up to or be able to achieve.

These are hard facts to accept but accept we must if we are to move forward and live life to the fullest.

We must accept if we are to allow 'true' love into our lives and hearts.

Do not give up on love, do not allow them to win in this way. They are just a small drop of hate in the bucket of life and loving, good people.

When you begin to see them for who they really are, you will see that they are small, insignificant and troubled.

I saw.... and I loved, but I saw him for the monster he truly was and felt no desire, no wanting, no joy in his presence any longer and I knew it was over. Well and truly over.

Thank God.

So dear hearts stay strong, get out and LIVE in abundance once more. Joy and love and peace await you.

Step out and step into love. You're worth it and deserving of every good thing.