Hell Hath No Fury....

0830 and on my second cup of heaven with a list of to-do's completed...it's been a productive morning and as I meander round the house I think of the subject I would like to speak on. It begins with brain-washing, using Fear as a tool, and ends with mind-f*ckery....

The words used again and again threatening to use the 'friends' he has in the HA group to hurt me and the ones I love dearly.

My apologies to the Hells Angels as I have it on very good authority that every little thing he told me was, gasp...shock and amazement...a lie. Every threat, every name thrown out to add weight to his threats was based on a fabrication so large it still astounds me.

A few examples....

'I was an enforcer...'

'I hurt people...'

'I have a few friends that will come do me a favour and rape and torture you...'

Depending on the day, he either hurt people as an enforcer but didn't kill anyone...or, he did and I was next.

'I had to fight a huge group of guys to get free...'

'I was good at it, maybe I'll go back to it...'

Name throwing, careful laying down of the story to support his claims...and not a one of them true. I remember thinking, and saying aloud at one point, that that organization would never allow you to continue to abuse women, to talk about your HA experience, to call attention to themselves that way. I was taught a lesson for daring to question his history.

And the truth is...it's a joke, a fallacy, a grandiosity unlike any I've encountered.

How ironic that someone who believes he is truthful to a fault created a life of lies...a life so shaky it threatens to crumble at any given moment. A false ego so huge its a wonder he doesn't sink into the ground as he walks to and fro spreading his filth, his fabrications....when in fact he is none of those things. A coward of epic proportions...abusing the supply he has, creating a world of fear and respect based on yarns spun in an ever widening circle, and all the while looking for new contenders in a position best suited for...well, no one.

I wouldn't wish the experience with him on my worst enemy.

The truly sad part is that there is within him a child worthy of love, worthy of pride in his accomplishments and abilities. This little person within has more to offer than the lie, than the cloud of illusion he spins round himself. Sad, pathetic and dangerous.

The takeaway here is Truth...the truth shall set you free and indeed I felt a weight lift off my shoulders knowing that his HA affiliations are a fantasy of wishful thinking on his part.

Remember dear friends...fear becomes larger than life...clouds judgement and clarity. Seek the truth, speak softly and carry a big stick...and most of all, stay safe and survive.

God go with you this day and every day.