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I sit this morning with my heaven in a cup and contemplate, ruminate...and delve deep. Oh, it's uncomfortable...and more often than not it brings tears. Dear hearts...I still fight them to a certain degree...even now, after all this time...even now, knowing full well they heal..they release inner turmoil and allow in light to shine in the deepest, darkest of corners in our heart, our mind, our spirit. So...I remind myself to let it come, to let the memories wash over me, to eddy away on the tide...to flow out and away on the currents of change, of growth, of knowledge and wisdom.

After reading a daily word I realized I have been missing family...missing that connection during a season that is busy for each one...once again it takes time for me to pick up on cues within my heart, hidden until smacking me in the face...my cornerstone, my rock, my go-to is time spent with my children. I do not place the burden of responsibility for my well-being on my kids...I fit in where there is time amongst the summer sports, the holiday retreats, the family on the other side of the relationships...and it is enough, usually.

Today, still battling a cold that has lowered my defences greatly, emotions are high...close to the surface...and I take out my heart and examine the sorrows, the loneliness, the moments of missing the ones I love...and I sigh...and I cry....and I sit in it, holding the emotions close...giving myself time to truly feel and then release...my children are still there...children I am so proud to call mine...adults with character, with honour, with hearts as large as the oceans that cover the earth...and I smile, with tears running down my cheeks...

I thank God for His many blessings...for His infinite love, for His grace and mercy...for my place on this earth and the knowledge that I am loved, always.

Dear friends...I would impart this today, more than anything...you are loved...always. You are needed...necessary...walk tall in the knowledge that you are meant for better, for greater things...that there is a plan for your life that doesn't just include pain, sorrow and mourning...no you are meant for joy unceasing...for love unending...for grace unimaginable...

You....are loved. Walk in that wisdom today and every day forward...speak your truth with grace, with dignity....you are seen and heard and known. Each day....every minute of every day...seen, and heard. Go with God today and walk in His strength.

 
 
 

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