Monsters...

Exist....walk among us...sleep beside us...it seems a mighty statement, a play on words to catch attention and yet....You see dear hearts, most days I see and believe in the goodness within those around me, that no matter how grumpy, emotional, or reactive people may be they have kind hearts...big hearts...giving of themselves and handing out kindnesses despite their frustrations. In recent days, perhaps because of being physically, mentally and emotionally exhausted, the dross floats to the top...the memories surface rapidly...the flashbacks pop into view...I fight to retain positivity...I grasp at the good, the kind, the compassionate, the loving and seek God's face. I seek His love that encompasses all things...that gently, lovingly comforts and holds me close as I allow the past hurts to run through my mind and out...allow pain and sorrow to surface in my heart, my spirit....and compassionately release it to the heavens.

Daily...moment by moment...hour by hour I grow stronger and letting go becomes easier. Shutting down the negative increases in strength...a thought only and it is pushed to the furthest corners of the mind...I struggle this morning to put into words the condition of my heart...I struggle to give out encouragement, to remind you all that joy does come in the morning...

It will be a short blog this morning...I wish you all Gods grace wherever you may be...whatever situation you may sit in right here, right now....I wish you love, I wish you strength and courage....I wish you love which saves us all...I wish you freedom from fear...freedom from torment, from sorrow and betrayal...

Go with God today dear hearts and know your worth...no matter how you may feel in the moment, there truly is hope...a light at the end of the tunnel...joy will come...love will find you.