Thank You...

Thank you for all your little ways...small in stature, small in character...

Thank you for the multitude of wisdoms 'handed' down in moments of pure emotional hijacking...

Thank you for teaching us all what love ISN'T...energizer bunny has got nothing on your unflagging devotion to destruction...

Thank you for the ability to see clearly and straight on through to the subtle art of lying, deceiving children living in adult bodies...stamping their feet when things do not go their way; when the victim is too smart, too educated, too much to keep up with...and cue the temper tantrum, World War III complete with Dictator and secret service soldiers...all marching out for entertainment fun...

Thank you for providing a hands on tutorial on narcissism, and the many psychopathies inherent in personality disorders...the education is thrust upon the lost one, the thirst for knowledge, for understanding a driving, pushing force...

Thank you for forcing the issue and threatening my life one more last time...but for real-reals this time...thank you for helping me to 'see' the light, to hear the thundering voices shouting from the heavens to run, to go, to leave the murderous bastard behind for the last time, never to return....go, go, go....

Thank you for showcasing evil...revealing the true nature behind raging, selfish, assholes bent only on their own pleasure and selfish pursuits, never reaching past the age of trauma as a child...forever viewing the world, the people in it as their puppets, each one only as valuable as they are useful...no one as smart or savvy or tough as they are...

When in truth dear treasures, they live in fear and insecurity...they fear the very things they live and are; lying, cheating, betraying, controlling, manipulative, emotionally unavailable, neglectful, purposeful predators...they believe everyone thinks as they do and are out to use them.

Oh the chaos that is their mind...the dichotomies, the ironies, the prejudice, the racism, the hypocrisy all war one with the other for supremacy, in the end falling to darkness...to choices best suited to evil doers performing evil deeds upon innocent women...more evil even is they attempt to flip to victim as they see the hate, the disgust on their victims face...

Thank you for giving us the Birds Eye view on what gaslighting really looks like...

Thank you for showcasing projection in every word, deed and action...equalling a candid confession...

My wish this morning is for the lost to hear...to see...to understand the lie they live in and under...the need to save, to love the unlovable and unloved, the lost...

My friends...they are NOT lost, they have found their groove, their calling, their purpose in life...to wring every ounce of pleasure at the cost of whoever gets in the way, at the cost of those they lure in with promises of forever, with words of belonging, of being needed and necessary. Lies....

They mirror the victim...they take on their traits for a short time, mimicking what they believe is needed to cement the prey within the steel teeth of the trap...poked, prodded, maligned, mistreated until those traits are hidden, unused in the interim....why you ask? Because what attracts the monster, reviles the monster...it grates, it rubs the wrong way, it festers and bubbles with poison and disease...

They see the good in you...the inherent kindness and compassion and must destroy it, quash it, erase it, burn it up in the fires of rage and jealousy...jealousy over all the traits you embody which they lack entirely...

Oh, it is hard to hear...the mind rejects, spits out, shies from such horrible truths...they have believed in, supported, forgiven too many moments to forget...forgotten many moments best forgiven....

Truth with kindness dear treasures...you are never alone, we number in the hundreds of thousands...in our beautiful province alone we stand at 30% of the women present around us at any given time. Thirty percent...thirty...not five, not two, not ten or fifteen...astronomical numbers.

Never alone...we stand with you, hand in hand, linked through violence, through emotional and mental abuse, through failure of the court systems to protect, to serve the innocent, the downtrodden, the abused and used...

Walk now dear survivors, lost ones, treasures all...walk in God's favour, in His protection and comfort...

"Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.

Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.

Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever." Psalm 23: 4-6

Stand tall and speak..speak your truth; with kindness, with wisdom in each moment, for no two are the same are they my friends?

Speak or not speak...fuel is there for the raging fire already...speaking truth will do nothing but bolster your courage, your confidence; your right of way to live in peace, with love and true loyalty and friendship. Friends don't lie (Strangers Things quote), they don't cheat, steal, betray and abuse...do they dear hearts?

No...the time is now, it is all the yesterdays you can never get back....time to live, to love, to laugh without fear...